"to be or not to be..that is the question"
hmm yea...so these past couple of days have been interesting! ehh wednesday game was horrible. dun wanna tlak much about how that went. lost 5-2..yea i felt awful as a goalie..i mean jesus! 5 flippin goals?! are u kidding me..god..yea that hit me pretty hard. i just wanted to wlak home..alone..but coach usually gives me a ride home n when i was walkin down champaigne he tried giving me a ride, i wouldnt get in..i was too bizy crying..(seeing my teammates cry made me cry twice ass hard)..he even pulled in front of me at the drive way to the middle skewl but i went around his van n kept walking..sammy wanted to give me a ride also, i said no..trisha got outta her car and walked with me trying to give me a ride home...shes such a sweet person..she told me i couldnt take the blame every time we lose a game..its true..but that game was awful. its not that i had a bad game, i just SUCK ASS!! grr..but then she got bak in her car after i refused to get a ride home, she promised to come over my house to make sure i was home later (i wasnt hoem when she came over but my stuff was on the porch so yea) then after a couple blox traci n joe saw me walking and tried giving me a ride, i said no again. i guess joe said he wanted to pick me up--suprising, i always thought he hated me..i guess he can be nice once in a while :)..but yea..so traci walked me home--dropped my stuff off on my porch cuz no one was home and i walked traci home n ended up spending the nite. it was kewl, i love TRACI HARPER!!....anyways..i decided the next day to quit being goalie. i was in such a bad mood..i think carl got the worst part of it..but carl is a sweet heart and wouldnt stop trying to cheer me up..hung out with him after skewl and we hardly talked bc all i realli wanted to do wass cuddle...thx for everything babe...anyways..then at practice i was supposed to work with steve but i just worked with all the other midfeilders and joel asked me if i had gloves n i said yea n he told me to go get them so i did n i gave them to him n he told me to go get in net but i was like no.. and he was like rnt u playin goalie for districts? n i was like no.. n he was like y not?! n i was like..i dun want to..n coach was like 'so ur quitin on me' n i couldnt look at him or ne 1 else otherwise i would of cried, so i just nodded yea...i cried so many times yesterday. it was horrible!! omg :-/...so today befor the game tina was informed i wasnt goalie ne more n she had a big talk with me..(mary and sarah were goalies--they did awesome :) :) :)..) she said i could play out today --we played melvindale so it realli din matter who was goalie lol. they suck. we won 7-0. i got 2 assists- one to katie the other to kerri. yea i was a forward how crazi. i also played defense...i think i was pretty close to gettin a card b/c i got called for pushing a awful lot -- o well..im naturally aggressive lol. so yea..we have a scrimmage friday which im gonna be a forward in and im gonna score--heck yes. OH YES, THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THE DAY!!! KELLY WILSON--MY FAVORITESTESTEST SENIOR OF ALL HANDED DOWN HER LUCKY HEAD BAND!!! ILL WEAR IT EVERY GAME FOR NOW ON!! I LOVE U KELLY WILSON! it almost made me cry it was the cutest thing ever...any hoo, tina said i have to be goalie for districts...yay...not too excited. were gonna get mercied by dearborn :-/ well carl mite coem over so i have a few thigns to do around here, byes