luv has ruined me so far
luv has always seemed 2 find a way 2 bite me in da ass. everything wuz going just fine until tuesday, january 6th, 2004. everything just went down the drain dat day. i can't stand da idea of me loving sum1 & dem loving me bak...but we can't b 2gether cuz he's 2 afraid dat he's gonna hurt me cuz of all da anger he has. 2 me...i don't give a shit if he hurts me cuz i knoe dat he won't b doing it intentionally. i h8 habing dis feeling inside. i h8 loving sum1...but not being able 2 close w/ dem in public. i just h8 it. can't stand it. i knoe dat it's hard 4 him...but he needs 2 learn dat da only thing dat matters is dat we love eachother & not wut other ppl mite say. cuz...if dey were ur frendz...da only thing dey'd care bout is dat ur happy...and dat's all. dey don't care bout da age diff. in a few years...4 years apart won't b nething. so...i dunno how long i can wait...but i knoe dat 4 dis guy...i'm willing 2 wait my entire life.