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Yeah, I just had to post those up. Meh, what do you do when you have complete mixed feeling about someone. You really, really love them, but then, there are things about them that you think are completely wrong. +sigh+ I dunno anymore. I'm kinda giving up on trying to figure out what it is that I want. I'm so confused. Is it just me or does everyone else see it too? Am I making a big deal out of it. grrrrr. I'm so, bleh. Next week will be 10 weeks into school and again, the same problem I have every year starts again, except, it's with a different person every year. Sometimes, I just can't take it anymore. I know most of you have no idea what I'm talking about and those who do know what I'm talking about probably don't even know I have a livejournal so I think it's safe to write so much stuff in here. I know it's kinda sad to leave you people hanging (people=julio, sergio, charina(???)) cause you guys are the only ones who might actually read this. Sergio most likely know what I'm talking about, Charina might, and Julio, I doubt you know what I'm talking about, but if you do, you're smart. =) Yeah, well, um, I really can't think right now. I'm happy. My aunt/godmother is coming tomorrow from Mexico. My mom's going crazy trying to clean the house and above all that, she just checked her blood sugar and it's 40, which isn't good. For those of you who don't know, my mom has diabetes. Yeah, so, she was feeling like crap a while ago, but she ate something and took a nap. She's fine right now, but I think she'll faint if she keeps cleaning the way she is, so I think I'll go help her. It's the least I could do. Tomorrow, I'm not looking forward to tomorrow really. I'm looking forward to coming home after-school and taking a really hot shower. And then, um, maybe I'll go to the mall and be a mall rat. Man, I have no life this year. Of course, Saturdays are always awesome. Sunday is gonna be really awesome. Ima spend time w/ Nicki and possibly Arthur. Hmmmm, okie, I'm out.
