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ive learned that no matter how much u try you wont git it your way. Ive learned that I cant controll feeling bad and love. Ive learned that cutting wont solve all my problems but get it over with. Ive learned that if others dont like you then dont waste your time. Ive learned to fuck the world.
urgh I hate wrighting in here but im bored so neeeway...I jus got bak from boston *vaca* it was pretty cool but also fucked up drama case. my mother got a new bf half my dads age n he pisses me off cuz he reminds me of me wen i was 10 always thinkin im so funnie hahaha well i was pretty funnie but he isnt!! urghh hese like "o son ulle b fune" n starts crackin up wtf i sweir he b on some rat poisining crAcK, n I saw a SHIIIIIT load of fuckin bear bottles all over the basement floor urgh n he made my mom start drinkin. WELL fine they can go fuck as much as they want I dont give a shit.
I SPENT MY 400 BUCKS ON CD'S!!! wat am I goin to tell my dad! lol he expected me to buy warm cloths n shit urghh i hate the warmth. I finally got the murderdolls cd i wanted atleast.. I dont want to go to skool either HARMONY said she could cut hair n i told her to do FUCKING LAYERS!! IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD!! LAYERS!! so she like chops off half my hair n know i halfto wair a pony tail or a pin until it grows bak...grrr.
urgh I hate wrighting in here but im bored so neeeway...I jus got bak from boston *vaca* it was pretty cool but also fucked up drama case. my mother got a new bf half my dads age n he pisses me off cuz he reminds me of me wen i was 10 always thinkin im so funnie hahaha well i was pretty funnie but he isnt!! urghh hese like "o son ulle b fune" n starts crackin up wtf i sweir he b on some rat poisining crAcK, n I saw a SHIIIIIT load of fuckin bear bottles all over the basement floor urgh n he made my mom start drinkin. WELL fine they can go fuck as much as they want I dont give a shit.
I SPENT MY 400 BUCKS ON CD'S!!! wat am I goin to tell my dad! lol he expected me to buy warm cloths n shit urghh i hate the warmth. I finally got the murderdolls cd i wanted atleast.. I dont want to go to skool either HARMONY said she could cut hair n i told her to do FUCKING LAYERS!! IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD!! LAYERS!! so she like chops off half my hair n know i halfto wair a pony tail or a pin until it grows bak...grrr.