i miss you
i know you will prob never read this but i guess this is just a place i can poor my heart out on..well i know there were some harsh things said that night on both of our parts..i never wanted to hurt you..being apart from you just makes me realize how much i do care for you and how much i do love you..your an amazing girl and your good 2 me..there's sooo much about you i love but ya we all have our flaws...your stubborn and so am i. me and Maggie are just friends and i know u hate us being friends and every one hates me and you together but i don't care i love you gill..i would have married you and had your baby's..you hurt me u talk down on me and cheated on me it kills..as much as i tried 2 hid it ya it killed me..it was hard 4 me 2 let kelli go and i still have my moments where i miss her i prob always will..but honestly don't take this the bad but you to have a lot in common esp in the way u were with me..the way you cared for me and took care of me..and other things..prob the reason i fell for you so fast..it was just comfortable it was nice..but then there was so much more that made me love you also..i wish things could have been different but there not and who knows if they ever will be..im not going 2 give up being friends with maggie 2 make you happy..shes a rad girl and i know you know that..and i know you miss her u have 2..no matter how much crap you talk about her you have 2 miss her..im sorry our relationship hurts you it was never ment 2..shes just some one who i can talk 2 cause she understands me and can be honest with me no matter what..even if she knows its going 2 hurt my feelings..that's all..shes just a great friend..but ya...i love you and i always will..i wish u just knew that..and i wish more than anything the 3 of us could all be friends like it was in the beginning..before shit got fuckt up..