so this is how it works
so...its about 11:45 and i am sitting here pretty bored acctually...i am also wondering why people start these things...but better yet..why other people read them...Im watching mad tv right now..funny shizzle...umm..trying not to cuss in this...never know whos gonna read it....i am pretty sad right now...my dog just died ...liek 2 days ago...he ate poison...like i did that one time..good stuff...speaking of good stuff...how bot that bacardi?...haha...i dunno i guess i should be upset about that..i should feel so convicted by what i did...liek...i really dont care about anything right now except getting out of this hell hole...i hate my parents...but dont we all...like whenever i talk to them and they get all pissy...specially christine...all my old habits want to come out...being emo effing sucks norman...danielle was bein gay today...sometimes i jes want to shove her foot up her ass...haha...i need to go to a camp relle bad..im so off track right now..;its liek i dont even want to tell people that i am a christian...cuz of all the shit i have been doing..i dont even deserve to be calling myself one...hopefully sumthing will get better