Its Been A LONG While!!!

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Okay i've had sooo darn much fun lately!!!!!!!!! its CRAZY! lol!
I'll start with last Wednesday:

Went to school and to church and that was cool and then AFTERWARDS O-M-G HAH! me, Krystle, Jennifer,CAITLAN, and Jamie(jenns brother) went to Tha B-Ridge to go to Micky D's!!!!! HAHAHA

• Got Cucumbers??
• Marcus M!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• So...whats your name..where are you from?...how old are you...? are you single????...HAHA enough said,,
• Caitlan and Jenn asking for a ride in that dudes BIG truck!!!
• the rides to and fro

that was just TOO awesome!!!!!

Thurs.- now that was nothin special at all..

Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!===== BASIN FOOTBALL!!!!!!   we lost the game and that SUCKED but the dance was the GREAT part!!! they auctioned off dances and yes i bought me a man! haha i bought Jody Smith and that was just so funny he's hillarious so we danced x2 and yea that was real cool! lol so much fun...Cody Boring though..mr. stud sold for $35 HAHA! yea....so that was just so cool

Saturday- I went to my neighbors 101 bday party and hung out there and then went home and decided to go bowling with Vence and Chase! haha that was such an adventure...we got up there and EVERYBODY was there!!!!!! it was sooo packed....i saw my $10 man >Jody< lol and hung out with people and that was cool...then Dan-O came up there and we left to go to Brothers Too and we saw Kendall, Amy, and Julie and talked to them and just goofed and then we all left and went home

Sunday(today)- went to church and came home leading to now

>YOU ARE SO LUCKY FOR THIS UPDATE!!!<

lol i just never want to anymore...

well



I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

<3 <3 <3

so my song right now

<3 <3 <3

Love