left behind by the world
alright update time. well lets see warped tour was fun got sick which sucked, lost my cell phone but someone found it and was nice enough to bring it back to me. lately i been feeling outcasted by alot of people. lets see for some reason it seems i get along better with people out of state that are not from miami, for example my boyfriend he is from texas and nuivus -cuba, james- nashville, and then vicky NC. its weird but the people i once knew feel like strangers to me now. and now strangers actually feel more like home. i just feel left out of everyones life, and the more i notice it the more i see that im just a memory lost in the back of someones head. but dont get me wrong im not asking for pity or anything im just saying i feel out of place. i used to have so many loyal friends to me and then something happened and everyone went there seperate ways. its kinda hard to keep in touch with someone who feels so far away, and it really sucks when someone you used to talk to about anything, now you cant talk to them at all. i have had this alot i feel like im running out things to say cause they are in a distance. its kinda funny how you think you know people but in the end you didnt know anything at all. blah anyways on a positive note I have my lovely baby that i know will always be here for me and i found a friend in a stranger someone i dont know but yet its almost like i always knew her. its nice to know im not alone in feeling outcasted and alone.