Old Poetry Found!
I googles myself and found some of my old poetry from around 2000/2001. I think I was 13 when I wrote these lol
"Step Off"
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We live to lose, we're born to die
I've come to know everything I do through
Innocence and lies.
To put my heart, soul and life into someone
just to have them destroy it.
I learned- learned not to expect much, not
to be quick to trust
I don't want to live this life, too many
sleepless nights
I'm stepping off to find a better place,
I'm stepping off for the troubles in my life
I'm stepping off for the memories that
still linger.
I'm stepping off to get away
"Reflection of Hope"
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Beams of reflecting thought still linger
Gusting hate, love lacking truth
The alleys darkened with the memories erased
The crawling people snapping at there loved ones
Whispering words behind their back
Words of barbwire cutting at the flesh and soul
All that's left are false senses of security
The feelings greatened and the trust has melted away
Staring at the uncertain end that lies ahead
Wanting to walk away from the ghosts that surround me
Screams of the spirits ignored echo in my mind
Suddenly, through the scattering of gusting wind,
I stare at a reflection of hope.
"Why"(haha so cliche)
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Why You tease and ignor me?
Did i do something wrong to diserve this?
I loved you unconditionaly then you spit it
right back at me like it ment nothing.
I gave my heart i gave my soul you gave
your hate and nothing more.
They find a note next to me saying if not
dead then let me be. But it was too
late...to late for anyone to see what the pain had done to me.
"Step Off"
------------
We live to lose, we're born to die
I've come to know everything I do through
Innocence and lies.
To put my heart, soul and life into someone
just to have them destroy it.
I learned- learned not to expect much, not
to be quick to trust
I don't want to live this life, too many
sleepless nights
I'm stepping off to find a better place,
I'm stepping off for the troubles in my life
I'm stepping off for the memories that
still linger.
I'm stepping off to get away
"Reflection of Hope"
---------------------------
Beams of reflecting thought still linger
Gusting hate, love lacking truth
The alleys darkened with the memories erased
The crawling people snapping at there loved ones
Whispering words behind their back
Words of barbwire cutting at the flesh and soul
All that's left are false senses of security
The feelings greatened and the trust has melted away
Staring at the uncertain end that lies ahead
Wanting to walk away from the ghosts that surround me
Screams of the spirits ignored echo in my mind
Suddenly, through the scattering of gusting wind,
I stare at a reflection of hope.
"Why"(haha so cliche)
------------------------------
Why You tease and ignor me?
Did i do something wrong to diserve this?
I loved you unconditionaly then you spit it
right back at me like it ment nothing.
I gave my heart i gave my soul you gave
your hate and nothing more.
They find a note next to me saying if not
dead then let me be. But it was too
late...to late for anyone to see what the pain had done to me.