Jun 03, 2003 14:01
I won't tell em' your name. Did you lose yourself somewhere out there?
not sexy rain. yet again. just that drizzly, depressing rain that nobody likes. nobody. Today was a lot of my closest friends step into reality. that's how i look at it metaphorically speaking. I'm so happy for them, it's sad at the same time. I don't think there are any feelings or emotions greater than missing someone. And I am so nervous for them to move on, and all of our memories, laughs, cries, and every thing that comes with close friends, to just slip away. I am worried that their new lives will consume them, and all thoughts of me will disappear. I guess, in all sincerity, I know that won't happen with my friends. I have better faith than that. I trust them, and whatever happens, happens for a reason. I sound so rude - CONGRATULATIONS all of you. I love you.
Moving on. I've started a quest. Ha - Tom is teaching me IRC so I can get all the music I want now, faster. If anyone knows what IRC's about - you know why this is such a big deal for me. - the color of my hair will make no impact on my ability to learn something complicated -
the closer i get to feeling, the further that i'm feeling from alright. the more i step into the sun, the more i step out of the light.
don't it make you sad to know that life is more than who we are. we grew up way to fast.