this afternoon

[xdriveinx]

this world is such a horrible place
and yet i love it so much
everything around me imprisons me
and sets me free at the same
i am held by the ropes of love and hate
and i have never felt so good
everything can hurt so bad, and the next second its the best thing
there are a few things which i want so much
i want a stable life
i want to know where and when
right now i dont know that and i am afraid
i want somebody to spend valentines day with
i have someone in mind
i want to write beautiful music
everything can be wonderful, or it can be disasterous
without you my friends ... there is nothing in my heart

i am bad with my feelings
i have been seafood free for almost 2 weeks
there is a crazy pregnant girl who wants my money
we are still working things out
later