Slow day...
I can feel this vaca ending and I dont like it. I dont know if im ready to go back to school yet. Actully I know Im not. Ehh, fuck it. This morning I woke up with fading black X's on my fist, a new Full Blown Choas shirt on, bandana around my rist, x box controler by my hand, x box still on Spliter Cell, and me half off my bed, i dont know how i fel asleep like that, eh whatever... Im really ready to graduate, im really hating school, im ready to leave right now... Today was so slow today, i finaly woke up at 1:30 pm feelin like shit, prolly cuz i didnt really get in bed. My cough is gettin worse, gay...Ive only talked to goddard today and it was for like .2 cuz he had to go to work. I have to tomorrow morning so im pissed about that.. I went down to see my grandparents because they are the fuckin coolest 2 people alive...of course my grandmother sliped me a unwanted 10 dollar bill.. I mean of course I need the money but i hardly ever get to go down there anymore cuz im so busy doin nothing.. But i dont want them to think the only reason i go down is for money..They know thats not it, its just rad to go down there and have a 5 hour conversation on life, and time doesnt even go by slow..I got to talk to my friend rachel tonight, we havent talked for a while..we went out a couple years ago. Def. my first true love, though i would of never admited it because i was aa big asshole to her, and i feel bad about it now.. Im just real happy me and her are friends and she doesnt hate me for past shit, i love that girl she is fuckin great! i have played so much splinter cell today its sick heh. I think ive almost beat it, im so far into it..today has just felt wierd today.. I never have anyone to hang out anymore.. Ehh, i want to be happy, im just so hateful latly...Better then being sad though...
xJAYx