Well shit
Got out of work today around 12ish
Get home and call Hermon to see if me and Goddard are gonna ride
Hermon closes at 4:00 on Sundays (looks like we ani't riddin again)
Wen't back to bed until 5:00
Goddard calls and wakes me up and says hes comming over
We go to Burger King (we always go and eat)
We talk like a 45 min ride for no reason after that
he leavs around 7:30
I cleaned my room which has seem to become a Sunday thing
Here I am now, bored out of my fuckin mind
Shit, least nothing bad happend
But agian, I am really getting impatient with finding someone to love. I mean, I know that lots of girls are scared to get hurt and stuff. But I'm a really great guy, I just don't look like it. It's just time to meet someone, even though that is so hard when I get nervous talking to new girls I haven't met, because I'm sick of getting shut down. When will things change for me? When will I feel the love I know that I deserve? I got all the love in the world from my friends. But people dont realize that I need a diffrent kind of love to... You know the love, the love where you are cuddling so tight together on your bed watching a movie. Just that warmth, just that feeling, like your heart has been filled, your head has been pulled from the world, you sould feels intact. I miss that feeling, and I want it back. I want to feel... Complete...