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i have never had this hard of a time adjusting to going back to school.
i don't know what did it. but i have a few theories:
i know my classes are slightly more demanding this semester, and i know my summer ended with a flash. (which i am not quite ready to give up)
but i am old enough to know that drinking excessively before a 14 hour day is a bad idea. i should know that a hangover in psychotherapy and counseling is a bad idea.
but i don't practice that. obviously.
i also know i have a hard time balancing my life. either i have a personal life, or i have a 4.0. and i have the semesters to prove it.
that being said both of my classes were cancelled yesterday.
yay!
i had lunch with brian, and i cleaned out my car.
then brian and i went to gizzmos and then to the oak because he mentioned fries and all of a sudden my life was not going to be complete unless i had fries.
and now i am slightly frustrated with the way things are going.
i feel stuck. and i don't want to be stuck. i feel like i make a wrong move and everything is ruined. which is ridiculous because there's nothing really to ruin.
and i have an anatomy test thursday, a learning and memory lab due thursday and a psychotherapy test on friday.
plus i got off work late today, i have to go back tomorrow morning and friday nite and saturday morning and have i mentioned lately that i hate forever 21?
because if not, i do.
and my phone doesn't work which is really just the icing on top of this awful cake.
theend!
i don't know what did it. but i have a few theories:
i know my classes are slightly more demanding this semester, and i know my summer ended with a flash. (which i am not quite ready to give up)
but i am old enough to know that drinking excessively before a 14 hour day is a bad idea. i should know that a hangover in psychotherapy and counseling is a bad idea.
but i don't practice that. obviously.
i also know i have a hard time balancing my life. either i have a personal life, or i have a 4.0. and i have the semesters to prove it.
that being said both of my classes were cancelled yesterday.
yay!
i had lunch with brian, and i cleaned out my car.
then brian and i went to gizzmos and then to the oak because he mentioned fries and all of a sudden my life was not going to be complete unless i had fries.
and now i am slightly frustrated with the way things are going.
i feel stuck. and i don't want to be stuck. i feel like i make a wrong move and everything is ruined. which is ridiculous because there's nothing really to ruin.
and i have an anatomy test thursday, a learning and memory lab due thursday and a psychotherapy test on friday.
plus i got off work late today, i have to go back tomorrow morning and friday nite and saturday morning and have i mentioned lately that i hate forever 21?
because if not, i do.
and my phone doesn't work which is really just the icing on top of this awful cake.
theend!