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its been almost one month since ive talked to daniel. in a way im rather relieved because i think talking to him would only make things harder. i am coping well, at least i think so considering the circumstances. i have my good days and bad days. the bad days are usually when im by myself. i hate that. why is it that you can only remember the good things about the person you are no longer with? you can never remember all the asshole-ish things they did to you or how they treated you like shit. its not fair. right now i am pretty darn happy with my life actually, other than the fact i still think about a-hole every now and then. now i have someone who really cares for me and adores me. he treats me with respect and loves to be with me. thats how it should be. i was delusional when i was with daniel. i thought things would change but really you cant change a person. they can only change themselves. now i know exactly what i want and i am not going to settle for anything less. i know what i deserve and thats what im going to get. i just want to be happy and enjoy my life. i have pretty much everything i could ask for at the moment, which really makes me smile. i dont think i have been this content with my life for a while. its a nice feeling. :)