Dec 08, 2004 15:45
yeah ok...well now i know when someone is being manipulated...especially when youve known them over double time another person had known them and fucked people over close to them...my god...just because one person doesn't like me...because i'm "shady" to them...doesn't mean you have to "hate" me too...take a fucking minute and look at yourself...you've become nothing now...apparently youre a bitch to everyone now...i've been there for you thick and thin...since like forever...and youve been there too for me also in rough times when i've needed you...and this is what i get in return now...a slap in the face...and you can't even tell me directly how you feel now?!...gee well thanks...now when you ask for something...you wont get it...i can't believe it...dont let one person's fucking opinion change yours...fuck him...i didn't do anything to him either...and he hates me cuz of one thing...which isn't even a legitable reason to...and especially trying to give advice to other people and saying shit when you do the same fucking thing...dont be fake to me...god what a day...ok anyhow in other news...ill nino concert is next week..i can't wait...it's gonna be great...yayyy...now i also have to get all this college shit in by monday...funn....NOT...anyhow...i'm gonna be DJing on JC...yippeee skippee...lunch was fun today...seriously the people crack me up...from dan falling out of his chair cuz of tom...to hearing a story that if i was that person..i'd be so fucking embarressed lol...and then listening to steph and steph's online guys...its so much fun to listen to them...they entertain me...well i have work...friday...sat...sunday...tuesday...thursday...god damn..so much fucking workkk blahh...i need to go x-mas shopping too...grrr...i'm never gonna have any time...i guess i'll just have to go after school one day...or something...i dunno...well...me and amanda...we are the best secret santa givers in the WORLDDD...lol...<333 my backdoor girlie...okie well also i've found my new love in downloading whole CDs..it makes the world a lot easier...okie well i'm gonna go download more and talk to my lovely boyfriend now...peaschhh
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