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i... am very tired and busy and i want things i dont have and i don't want to work to get some of them and i really wish you were here so i could have an excuse for not doing what i need to do, not saying that all of you who are here aren't worth it, but you aren't, though the shows are, but i fucking end up having to do shit i don't... ugh fuck it. I'm in love with everyone and everything they've ever done.