uhh
So I come home today and my moms not home and says I cant take her truck today because "I stay out all night all the time and its disgusting" and "your rooms not clean". Wow. Like I havent been staying out all night for 3 months now.
I dont even care just the fact I got up 8:30 and didnt go to sleep till around 5 something and I make Mike get up and drive me home. For what? To get bitched out..I rather stayed with Mike thank you.
So I went back to bed and I was suppose to see my Pops for his birthday today, we were all going out to eat but he doesnt feel good.
Humm I had so many plans today and now they are canceled:(
Oh well I guess there is a party Jessica told me about and I want to go there...and stay out all night and be "disgusting". As my mommy says:)
Its kind of scary because no matter what goes wrong I think of Mike and feel %100 better. Hes worryed or something about how I feel for him and its hard to explain to someone that he means a lot to me but I just cant say it. I dont like getting close to guys...I usually go for losers because its easy I dont know and hes totally different. Hes exactly what I want and he treats me how I've always wanted to be treated. I'm just worryed because I dont ever want anything bad to happen. And usually something always does...but right now everythings perfect. I guess I'm not used to be so happy with a guy?!
Well I'm going to prolly get ready and enjoy this nice saturday that I dont have to work on:)
<3Sara
I dont even care just the fact I got up 8:30 and didnt go to sleep till around 5 something and I make Mike get up and drive me home. For what? To get bitched out..I rather stayed with Mike thank you.
So I went back to bed and I was suppose to see my Pops for his birthday today, we were all going out to eat but he doesnt feel good.
Humm I had so many plans today and now they are canceled:(
Oh well I guess there is a party Jessica told me about and I want to go there...and stay out all night and be "disgusting". As my mommy says:)
Its kind of scary because no matter what goes wrong I think of Mike and feel %100 better. Hes worryed or something about how I feel for him and its hard to explain to someone that he means a lot to me but I just cant say it. I dont like getting close to guys...I usually go for losers because its easy I dont know and hes totally different. Hes exactly what I want and he treats me how I've always wanted to be treated. I'm just worryed because I dont ever want anything bad to happen. And usually something always does...but right now everythings perfect. I guess I'm not used to be so happy with a guy?!
Well I'm going to prolly get ready and enjoy this nice saturday that I dont have to work on:)
<3Sara