Jul 28, 2009 14:17
Why does there have to be a cute boy who seems interested right NOW?
Two times in a row I've done the "thanks, but i can't" to the hanging out with him because i'm in love with Danial and I don't want to even hang out with another guy.
I'm so pathetic-girlie-mush right now over a guy who let me make a move and makeout with him while I was drunk, who told me he never stopped loving me, who told me he "wouldn't mind getting back together with me" (and i know him, so in his language that means he wants to) but yet he can't be straight with me!
I sit here at my house and all I can think about is what would happen if I went to his house wearing some lingerie and some 5" heels, but I wouldn't have the balls for that.
Because of his DUI he needs a place to stay in Ohio close to work. (because he's living in wv with an oh id, wv couldn't take his license, they could just suspend it in THAT state)
So he was saying how he was looking for an apt in "tiltonsville, or yorkville"
Oh hey there, I live in Rayland, one mile closer to your work than those two places.
So I tell him if he wants to, he can stay here while his license is under suspension because...
1. it would be cheaper.
2. he'd be close to work. (i'm about 6 miles from his job, he drives about 25 right now)
3. he wouldn't have to take his laundry to a laundromat.
4. dude, i get premium cable. ahah
5. he wouldn't have to worry about getting stuck in a one year lease in an apt he hates.
6. his roommate would give great head. did I mention he'd be closer to work?
okay, so before I say his answer here, I must point out that he had already said something to me about "whatever happens between us, i might need a place to stay because of this dui". This was about a month ago and it sounds like he's implying he'd like to stay at my place, right?
anyway, all he could say to me offering up my home was "but your place smells like dog".
so I come home and sweep and run the rug scrubber over two rooms in the house. (the ones where the dog usually hangs out)
I absolutely hate that what he thinks matters so much to me, and I hate that I offer up my home to show him I'm still here for him, and he turns it down without even giving me a straight answer.
I'm confused and frustrated with this man right now.
BUT HEY, the diet's going great! might as well end on a good note. 8)