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Operated at work yesterday... I'm starting to get a little better. I think it's becuase since I'm doing it more often, I'm getting more confident.
Two days ago, I think it just hit me that it's april, and that I waited too long to get in any kinds of papers for school, and that if I go, I have to wait yet another semester. My eyes got a little watery when I realized this.
I want to go back.
I really want out of this valley for a little bit.
I want to meet new people.
I want the experience.
I want friends. [you know, those people who are always there for you and you can tell anything, that also trust you and can tell YOU anything.]
Two days ago, I think it just hit me that it's april, and that I waited too long to get in any kinds of papers for school, and that if I go, I have to wait yet another semester. My eyes got a little watery when I realized this.
I want to go back.
I really want out of this valley for a little bit.
I want to meet new people.
I want the experience.
I want friends. [you know, those people who are always there for you and you can tell anything, that also trust you and can tell YOU anything.]