knowing you're so right
im tired of yelling at my mom and my sister and not going to school and slacking off at work and hating everything. im tired of living and im tired of everyone and everything and i hate college and how it breaks friends apart and i hate myself and i dont think i believe in god anymore. im tired of taking bullshit and insults from people i look up to. or used to look up to. im so tired of living in the past but im even more tired of looking into the future. fuck anyone in the world who doesnt care about me. i hate people who think they're tough. no one is tough. go ahead and beat the shit out of me because i sure as hell cant do anything about it. whats your problem? daddy didnt give you enough 100 dollar bills to stick in your gucci wallet and spend on pot and polo shirts? go ahead and make fun of me because im skinny or jewish or ugly i dont give a fuck because you are a fucking waste of life italian asshole who never earns anything for himself and will die happy and unaccomplished. fuck you and your car and your friends and your muscles and haircut and stupid fucking accent and your 400 dollar wife beater. everyones a tough guy in this town. call up your friends and they'll come with bats to kick my ass and it will be even more fair. fuck off.
i feel feverish and sick over this shit.
i feel feverish and sick over this shit.