.had the notion that you'd make me change my ways.

Feb 14, 2005 00:33

valentines day.
have a happy one.
im sure i will.
which is awesome.
cause i havnt really had a good one in awhile.
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hey, what kind of mood am i in?
im in the type of mood where im reflecting. im thinking about every shitty thing thats ever happened to me and every shitty thing that will ever happen to me. but for some reason im not mad or upset or anything. im kind of just anxious. i really need summer and i need to chill out and drive and live. you know what? heres my fucking agenda:

Summer:

Eddie: Eddie and i are going to do the following: Skate. Drive somewhere far. Blast music. Smoke Mini Phillies. Terrorize groups of wiggers/old women/dorks/any random kids on the side of the road. We are also going to run around outside and do NOTHING except just run around in the sun and be free for hours. it sounds GAY as all HOMO but sometimes i hve the best time just doing nothing when its warm and awesome out. eddie and i have a list. that list was made ages ago for last summer. it was never looked at. it will be completed this summer. Eddie goes to school in pensilvania or however you spell it. i spell it T.O.O.F.A.R. WHATEVER. best friends never let eachother down no matter where they are or what they are put through. fuck everything. eddie and i have the same brain when it comes to summer and girls and life and music and everything. its true. that kid knows that if it wouldnt fuck up his life he'd just drop everything and move to california and skate and go to the beach and eat hamburgers every day all day forever. Pop punk. Hardcore. Death. A fucking MEN.

Brett/frank/saitta/maureen/korey/maria/jay/EVERYONE: Im hoping to hang out with these people as much as i fucking can. brett and frank and saitta are my boys forever. those kids know me like the back of their peens. alot of cigars will be purchased and smoked. Mo // Korey // Maria - they are amazing people and i wish i saw more of them. thats what the fucking summer is for. i cant wait. so many fun times will be had in the city and here in pequa and everywhere.

brit pat dragon lutz adam nicole: The beach. thats pretty much all i can break it down to. these kids will be at the beach every single day like last year and chances are i'll be there too. Barbecues will be had, as well as beers, and cheap brownies and ghetto food from village farms. great times and great pictures.

The fucking EMO death XcrewXcoreX: LizzieJesseYaserJennaCowbizzleKaitJay and 1,000 other kids: Winter has been the best with these kids. im sure summer will be even better. im gonna fuck shit up with these people and i know it will be amazing. Shows/dance parties with alcohol consumption and head automatica and death. LJ updates with pics from hanging with these kids will be FREQUENT as all damn. I cant wait to party with these kids all summer and have fun ass times. its gonna be insaneXcore.

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if you read this. comment. cause its 2:30 am on a sunday and im in a hopeful mood.
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