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There is so much negativity towards LOVE. It's so crazy to me. I feel like love is the scape goat of many problems. Your mother treated you like shit and made your childhood horrible so you blame it on the LOVE?? I blame it on my mom. She had the choice. She made her choice. It wasn't love making her choices for her. I think unconditional love is so hard to find these days and its not because this love has run away, its because we push it away. We either push it away or give it a mask to make it something it isn't. Just seeing love in others makes me yearn for it like nothing else. Im not talking sex or lust. Im not even necessarily talking about the opposite sex. Im talking about working on your relationships with everyone you know until you have reached that point of unconditional love. It's hard, and it takes work. But a relationship with unconditional love is so beautiful. I only hope that one day I am lucky enough to have a relationship with my lover. I know two people that I can swear on everything I love unconditionally. I have thought over and over in my head all of the scenarios that they could betray me and how I would react and all of them I know deep in my heart that I would still love them. Neither of these people am I related to. Which im not sure is a good thing or a bad thing. Sometimes I
want to throw in the towel on love. But then I see the love around me and I just want to take it all in like a deep deep breathe of fresh air, without ever exhaling.....