Just In Case You Didn't Read This Anywhere Else...Here Ya Go...christonamopedJuly 3 2005, 04:28:15 UTC
i've decided to skip that thing they call sleep... and write ..because i feel that i wont be able to sleep until i get this outta me
megan- you're such a beautiful girl... you're georgous... you're fun to be around. you're intelligent..and theres never a dull moment with you... i enjoy just laying in bed all day watching t.v. with you. i think those are some of the greatest times. i've never met anyone like you...and thats a good thing. you're a great person....and i love you.. more than anything.. and i hope you kno that i would do anything for you cause you are one of my few close friends...i would drive you to alaska... :) and im not saying any of this cause i'm just trying to make you feel better..this is really how i feel...
i kno that you feel that sean isn't good enough for you but... i disagree... i think sean is very sweet when it comes to you and from whut i've heard he's the only person who has ever treated you right...well you kno whut i mean.. you deserve him more than anything.. i honestly dont think sean could do any better...cause i dont think it gets any better than you!... and i kno sean would agree with me on that....
and even tho sean is a sweetheart.... i dont think you ever screw things up between you two..i think its sean who is the one that overreacts... and freaks out and i think he acts this way..cause he has never felt this way about anyone before.
and im telling you all of this...cause after i dropped everyone off...i started crying cause i couldn't stop thinking about how hurt you were...and it still really bothers me that you were in that much pain..and i couldn't do anything to help you!...and i wanted to so bad.. but i didn't kno how... but i kno that you didnt want anyone to bother you....so i tried not to... megan i love you so much and i just really wanted to kno ..how special i think you are ...and that no one is ever too good for you!... NO ONE!
what you said about sean...may be true...it may be how you feel...and i kno it was hard... because i kno you care for sean alot...but most of the problem about tonight..was how sean took it..and he took it...extremely horrible...because he was drunk... which was sad cause thats not a good time for sean to be hearing things like that.. none of the way sean took it is your fault...and you shouldn't feel bad... i tried to tell sean that he's gonna get over it.. it'll take time but he'll live.... but seans extremely stubborn when he's drunk...
this is just from my point of veiw on whut happened tonight...idk whut you and sean said when you guys were talking and idk if anything was resolved... or not... but this is how i am feeling and i wanted you to kno...
i love you very much...and if you ever need anything let me know cause i am there for you..... this may sound mushy..and corny... but... its just how i feel...
megan-
you're such a beautiful girl... you're georgous... you're fun to be around. you're intelligent..and theres never a dull moment with you... i enjoy just laying in bed all day watching t.v. with you. i think those are some of the greatest times. i've never met anyone like you...and thats a good thing. you're a great person....and i love you.. more than anything.. and i hope you kno that i would do anything for you cause you are one of my few close friends...i would drive you to alaska... :) and im not saying any of this cause i'm just trying to make you feel better..this is really how i feel...
i kno that you feel that sean isn't good enough for you but... i disagree... i think sean is very sweet when it comes to you and from whut i've heard he's the only person who has ever treated you right...well you kno whut i mean.. you deserve him more than anything.. i honestly dont think sean could do any better...cause i dont think it gets any better than you!... and i kno sean would agree with me on that....
and even tho sean is a sweetheart.... i dont think you ever screw things up between you two..i think its sean who is the one that overreacts... and freaks out and i think he acts this way..cause he has never felt this way about anyone before.
and im telling you all of this...cause after i dropped everyone off...i started crying cause i couldn't stop thinking about how hurt you were...and it still really bothers me that you were in that much pain..and i couldn't do anything to help you!...and i wanted to so bad.. but i didn't kno how... but i kno that you didnt want anyone to bother you....so i tried not to... megan i love you so much and i just really wanted to kno ..how special i think you are ...and that no one is ever too good for you!... NO ONE!
what you said about sean...may be true...it may be how you feel...and i kno it was hard... because i kno you care for sean alot...but most of the problem about tonight..was how sean took it..and he took it...extremely horrible...because he was drunk... which was sad cause thats not a good time for sean to be hearing things like that.. none of the way sean took it is your fault...and you shouldn't feel bad... i tried to tell sean that he's gonna get over it.. it'll take time but he'll live.... but seans extremely stubborn when he's drunk...
this is just from my point of veiw on whut happened tonight...idk whut you and sean said when you guys were talking and idk if anything was resolved... or not... but this is how i am feeling and i wanted you to kno...
i love you very much...and if you ever need anything let me know cause i am there for you..... this may sound mushy..and corny... but... its just how i feel...
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