Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I'm through.
Ok so I'm updating this instead of doing my English work. Don't you feel special that I ignore my schoolwork to tell you about my life? Well, you should, than.
Last night = major emotional breakdown. I seriously think I had a nervy-b. I felt like my eyes were bleeding I was crying so much. (ooh that sounds like a poem! *goes off to write*)
I don't even know what brought it on. I was feeling really shitty all day...tired and just bad in general. And than I was doing my chemistry homework...and believe me I don't get that shit at all. So I stopped, completley and utterly confused, but mom goes "go down and get your dad to check it." So I did, than dad says to me, "You don't know how to do this at all, do you?" I know that this may seem really stupid, but after all that's happened between me and my father, I completley broke down. Cried and cried and cried and couldn't get anything done at all, so I went to bed and woke up early this morning to do my work, but it did not help. I'm still tired and I still don't understand chemistry at all and I still feel like shit.
And reading Sylvia Plath for my English essay does not help. Especially Daddy
I just hope I don't break down again during class. Especially since I have chem today.
Last night = major emotional breakdown. I seriously think I had a nervy-b. I felt like my eyes were bleeding I was crying so much. (ooh that sounds like a poem! *goes off to write*)
I don't even know what brought it on. I was feeling really shitty all day...tired and just bad in general. And than I was doing my chemistry homework...and believe me I don't get that shit at all. So I stopped, completley and utterly confused, but mom goes "go down and get your dad to check it." So I did, than dad says to me, "You don't know how to do this at all, do you?" I know that this may seem really stupid, but after all that's happened between me and my father, I completley broke down. Cried and cried and cried and couldn't get anything done at all, so I went to bed and woke up early this morning to do my work, but it did not help. I'm still tired and I still don't understand chemistry at all and I still feel like shit.
And reading Sylvia Plath for my English essay does not help. Especially Daddy
I just hope I don't break down again during class. Especially since I have chem today.