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crudy week/weekend
i wish it was all over
good news:
-my bowl thing is almost finished in ceramics
-my love is re-registering to shs
-charleys coming back to shs
-i actually ate today..too much=X
-i smiled a couple times
bad news:
- i hate my jealousy problem
- i hate missing him so much
- i hate caring this much
- im geting fat
- my cellular bill is due soon (i pay for it)
- i still havent made it to the mall to buy his gift..
- im a failur as a friend and as a girlfriend and as a daughter
- my wrists are still bruised from the cuffs
- i forgot to feed my fish for a couple days
- i need to be off groundation so i can see my friends so i stop being such a depressed fggt
- i give up on life at this point in my life
- i hate school, i never want to show my face again
what evz im gona stop complaining about my life now.
shut up. bye
i wish it was all over
good news:
-my bowl thing is almost finished in ceramics
-my love is re-registering to shs
-charleys coming back to shs
-i actually ate today..too much=X
-i smiled a couple times
bad news:
- i hate my jealousy problem
- i hate missing him so much
- i hate caring this much
- im geting fat
- my cellular bill is due soon (i pay for it)
- i still havent made it to the mall to buy his gift..
- im a failur as a friend and as a girlfriend and as a daughter
- my wrists are still bruised from the cuffs
- i forgot to feed my fish for a couple days
- i need to be off groundation so i can see my friends so i stop being such a depressed fggt
- i give up on life at this point in my life
- i hate school, i never want to show my face again
what evz im gona stop complaining about my life now.
shut up. bye