Nov 25, 2004 13:10
ok so yea..its been awhile since i updated. i am just so sick of crap..im sick of things changing..me and aaron broke up like a week ago..and i just have this really hard time adjusting to changes..last night we talked on the phone b/c he likes this chik now..and she doesnt like him back & i wanted to cheer him up. last night made me realize that i do care about him and want him in my life and that i really will be there for him when he needs me. im so glad were still good friends. last night me lindsey ashley hannah luke and nick hung out. we watched movies and acted stupid..then luke left..and i walked arond outside in the rain and leaves..it felt so good..i felt so careless. i really need a job and im glad that i have got more involved in my church b/c it feels so good to do good for others. me and megan have lost touch..and its really sad...b/c over the summer we were ALWAYS together..and now its just so weird...her and ben just spend alot of time together. today is thanksgiving. im so thankful for everything i have..for God ..for all my close friends that are in my life right now..here we go......
lindsey..MY best friend..has been there for me thru all the good times & bad..best friends for 5 years..life would be so different without her in it. i love her.
Ashley..a very good friend..she teaches me that its okay to be close to God..and its okay to be nice..and be weak..and not always have to be so bitchy and tough..i love you ashley!
Meg~ girl we have had soo many memories in the past...we do the coolest stuff..like singin and dancin outside at night and layin on that blanket talkin about our lives..STARBURST! hehe LOVE YOU!
Courtney..you bring laughter in my life..thank you..we had so much fun over the past few months ilove you!
hannah..you mean so much to me..we have been close for 5 years too..and me and u are so much alike..we are both so weird :) you have always been there to listen to me.
katie~ haha u def. bring fun in my life...we have had sooo much fun in the past years..bein crazy runnin around parkin lots i love you sooo much! SALLLLY! haha
Aaron Atwell~ we had a good/bad month together..memories that i will always remember...im so glad that we are still good friends..and i know you will be here for me..and im always here for you..love ya :)
there are many many more people in my life that i care about..but these are the people that have REALLY been there for me.