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So, just to let everyone that cares know...
I'm extremely discouraged right now. I don't know exactly from what. But I'm just very discouraged. I have the feeling that I will not be able to do what I want to do, and that I'll be stuck living a shitty life workin a 9-5 job in a fuckin cubicle. I can't do that shit. I want to get the fuck out of Georgia for a while. I'm thinking I'm going to go to England this summer. I might just skip all the fests and shit and just go for 2 or 3 weeks. I think it will be a nice change for me. I don't really want anyone to come with me. I just want to get away from all the fuckin bullshit and the fuckers that I know.
I hate my job. I Hate School. I Hate 90% of the things in my life. the only things i dont at least dislike are a) my girlfriend and b) my band(s).
I swear to fuck the only thing that is saving me from insanity is music. This is the only fucking thing i've ever had thats seriously just stuck. I'm pretty decent at playing music, and music makes me feel whatever I feel like feeling like at that moment. If that makes sense...
AND on top of all that bullshit...THIS HAS BEEN THE WORST WEEK I'VE HAD IN A LONG FUCKING TIME!
For starters...My fuckin Statistics professor decides that he's gonna be a dickwad and not let me turn a project in ON THE DUE DATE. heres the story:
Two weeks ago or so, he gives the class a group project (which is lame from the start, ITS A STATISTICS CLASS!). He starts naming all of the people that are in the groups. I happened to get stuck with group one(1). So at the end of class, before anyone has the chance to get up and leave, I stand up and pretty much scream "IS ANYONE IN GROUP ONE?!"...no one answers. I repeat myself 2 or 3 times more. Then I procede to ask individual people. I asked about 15 people. None of them were in group one. So I keep doing this every time the class met. Well tuesday rolls around and I still can't find them. So i go up to my teacher and tell him whats happening. He replies with "Well what group are you in?"...and i tell him that I'm in Group One. And he tells me that theyve already turned in their project. And I'm like WTFsahjdfljshdg!!!?!?!?! And I finally just ask him if I can do the project by myself and turn it in on Thursday and He just add it in with the group. And He says "No, you can't do that, its not fair to the rest of the students." and I'm thinking "you've gotta be fuckin' kidding me." So I re-explain the situation to him. And he tells me that he saw me trying to find them in class...but then he says that I should've looked harder. WOW WHAT A DOUCHE BAG. So I very wittily reply "Fuck you!" and then proceded to the library where I systematically dropped that class.
Next...
My boss somehow discovers that I dropped my math class (my dad can go fuck himself, he needs to fuckin' keep his god damn nose out of my fuckin' business). So he tells me that I HAVE to come to work on tuesdays and Thursdays @ 5pm. But I had ANOTHER group project to do. We did said project last night. I didn't show up to work. So today I get bitched out the second I walk into work. Partly my fault. But we had a very good understanding that I DO NOT WORK ON TUESDAYS OR THURSDAY BECAUSE OF SCHOOL. Now I might not always do school things on tuesdays and thursdays. But its nice to have a night or two off during the week so I can rest my brain. Sunday isn't enough.
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST...
My girlfriend won't tell me anything. I love her to death, but its very frustrating sometimes.
On a brighter note...
Sorry No Ferrari is still playing with the Appleseed Cast on APRIL 18TH. I EXPECT everyone to be there. I go to see all of your bands, no matter how awesome, or how shitty they are. Please treat me the same and go see my band play at least once. If you want to hear us...go HERE.
this is a long entry.
FUCK count = 13
Blink 182 is still the shit.
I'm extremely discouraged right now. I don't know exactly from what. But I'm just very discouraged. I have the feeling that I will not be able to do what I want to do, and that I'll be stuck living a shitty life workin a 9-5 job in a fuckin cubicle. I can't do that shit. I want to get the fuck out of Georgia for a while. I'm thinking I'm going to go to England this summer. I might just skip all the fests and shit and just go for 2 or 3 weeks. I think it will be a nice change for me. I don't really want anyone to come with me. I just want to get away from all the fuckin bullshit and the fuckers that I know.
I hate my job. I Hate School. I Hate 90% of the things in my life. the only things i dont at least dislike are a) my girlfriend and b) my band(s).
I swear to fuck the only thing that is saving me from insanity is music. This is the only fucking thing i've ever had thats seriously just stuck. I'm pretty decent at playing music, and music makes me feel whatever I feel like feeling like at that moment. If that makes sense...
AND on top of all that bullshit...THIS HAS BEEN THE WORST WEEK I'VE HAD IN A LONG FUCKING TIME!
For starters...My fuckin Statistics professor decides that he's gonna be a dickwad and not let me turn a project in ON THE DUE DATE. heres the story:
Two weeks ago or so, he gives the class a group project (which is lame from the start, ITS A STATISTICS CLASS!). He starts naming all of the people that are in the groups. I happened to get stuck with group one(1). So at the end of class, before anyone has the chance to get up and leave, I stand up and pretty much scream "IS ANYONE IN GROUP ONE?!"...no one answers. I repeat myself 2 or 3 times more. Then I procede to ask individual people. I asked about 15 people. None of them were in group one. So I keep doing this every time the class met. Well tuesday rolls around and I still can't find them. So i go up to my teacher and tell him whats happening. He replies with "Well what group are you in?"...and i tell him that I'm in Group One. And he tells me that theyve already turned in their project. And I'm like WTFsahjdfljshdg!!!?!?!?! And I finally just ask him if I can do the project by myself and turn it in on Thursday and He just add it in with the group. And He says "No, you can't do that, its not fair to the rest of the students." and I'm thinking "you've gotta be fuckin' kidding me." So I re-explain the situation to him. And he tells me that he saw me trying to find them in class...but then he says that I should've looked harder. WOW WHAT A DOUCHE BAG. So I very wittily reply "Fuck you!" and then proceded to the library where I systematically dropped that class.
Next...
My boss somehow discovers that I dropped my math class (my dad can go fuck himself, he needs to fuckin' keep his god damn nose out of my fuckin' business). So he tells me that I HAVE to come to work on tuesdays and Thursdays @ 5pm. But I had ANOTHER group project to do. We did said project last night. I didn't show up to work. So today I get bitched out the second I walk into work. Partly my fault. But we had a very good understanding that I DO NOT WORK ON TUESDAYS OR THURSDAY BECAUSE OF SCHOOL. Now I might not always do school things on tuesdays and thursdays. But its nice to have a night or two off during the week so I can rest my brain. Sunday isn't enough.
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST...
My girlfriend won't tell me anything. I love her to death, but its very frustrating sometimes.
On a brighter note...
Sorry No Ferrari is still playing with the Appleseed Cast on APRIL 18TH. I EXPECT everyone to be there. I go to see all of your bands, no matter how awesome, or how shitty they are. Please treat me the same and go see my band play at least once. If you want to hear us...go HERE.
this is a long entry.
FUCK count = 13
Blink 182 is still the shit.