May 24, 2006 20:36
today was fun. i went shopping by myself which i enjoyed a lot. too much human contact has been getting to my head. i bought some capris and a purse. im going to go to northridge and get the wallet tomorrow i think.
the school year and my high school career is ending which is nothing short of exciting for me. im glad that i got through it in one piece even though most of it has been really hard. emotionally. i think out of all four years i enjoyed last year the most.. then my sophmore year then senior year then freshman year. in all honesty, this year was much harder than it should have been and i think everybody knows why. i dont regret anything that has happened because i know that a lot of it wasnt my fault. i tried hard to make things work but in the end i knew i had to cut my losses and get over it, which i did.
im so looking forward to next year. i have been getting emails daily about clubs, activities, classes, dorm room informations. its so amazing to realize that i will have somewhere that nobody from my past can touch. its mine and there is nothing anyone can do to take it away from me.
im also getting a job at the T.O. mall this summer and that will keep me so busy that i wont have time to worry about anyone or anything else.
things are falling into place. i have no worries or doubts. how many people my age can say that for themselves?
not too many.