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OMG. i haven't updated in FOREVER...gee...i guess i'm too cool. well, i never got around to adding hardly anyone...maybe now i will. here are some pics:
brendan: oh, darling...
me: SHUT UP AND KISS ME!
dang i didn't know i had balls...
some of these pics are old, only like the first four. but yeah.
i totally look different. i'm bored...peace.
WAIT.
i just found out i had a long lost brother:
i'm trying to hook him up with some special girl...if your up for the job let me know...
so i'm waiting for this test to end
so these lighter days can soon begin
i'll be alone but maybe more carefree
like a kite that floats so effortlessly
i was afraid to be alone
but now i'm scared that's how i like to be
all these faces, none the same
how can there be so many personalities
so many lifeless, empty hands
so many hearts in great demand
and now my sorrow seems so far away
until i'm taken by these bolts of pain
but i turn them off and tuck them away
till these rainy days that make them stay
and then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs
and the words still ring, once here, now gone
and they echo through my head every day
and i don't think they'll ever go away
just like thinking of your childhood home
but we can't go back, we're on our own, oh
but i'm about to give this one more shot
and find it in myself
i'll find it in myself
so we're speeding towards that time of year
to the day that marks that you're not here
and i think i'll want to be alone
so please understand if i don't answer the phone
i'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
until i can see nothing at all
only particles, some fast, some slow
all my eyes can see is all i know
i wrote that last nite. :/
♥♥♥
i also realized that time doesn't always heal: it just breathes and swallows memories.
<333
adriana.
brendan: oh, darling...
me: SHUT UP AND KISS ME!
dang i didn't know i had balls...
some of these pics are old, only like the first four. but yeah.
i totally look different. i'm bored...peace.
WAIT.
i just found out i had a long lost brother:
i'm trying to hook him up with some special girl...if your up for the job let me know...
so i'm waiting for this test to end
so these lighter days can soon begin
i'll be alone but maybe more carefree
like a kite that floats so effortlessly
i was afraid to be alone
but now i'm scared that's how i like to be
all these faces, none the same
how can there be so many personalities
so many lifeless, empty hands
so many hearts in great demand
and now my sorrow seems so far away
until i'm taken by these bolts of pain
but i turn them off and tuck them away
till these rainy days that make them stay
and then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs
and the words still ring, once here, now gone
and they echo through my head every day
and i don't think they'll ever go away
just like thinking of your childhood home
but we can't go back, we're on our own, oh
but i'm about to give this one more shot
and find it in myself
i'll find it in myself
so we're speeding towards that time of year
to the day that marks that you're not here
and i think i'll want to be alone
so please understand if i don't answer the phone
i'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
until i can see nothing at all
only particles, some fast, some slow
all my eyes can see is all i know
i wrote that last nite. :/
♥♥♥
i also realized that time doesn't always heal: it just breathes and swallows memories.
<333
adriana.