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hmmm so i suppose everyone has been wondering why i haven't been posting lately. :-x hehe probably, not, but i'll inform everyone anyway. i decided to stop neglecting face the jury, and i made a new profile with new pictures and such. well guess what? my rating was at a 10.0 after THIRTY votes! i was so happy, lol. cos i'm a dork and all...yeah i also was number one on the face the jury top ten girls list at a 9.163 or something of that nature. i was number one for about an hour and then my rating quickly began to drop. why? probably because a lot of girls saw my profile and decided to downrate me :) mature, huh? blah lol oh well i'm still in the top girls but i ha ve an 8.134 now. oh well.
lauren will be coming to see me soon, i'm so excited, but in an odd way kind of nervous too. we haven't seen each othe rin person for sooo long, i duno i'm shy i just feel like i may act weird around her at first, because of the fact that we haven't seen each other in person for so long. :x
i may be going to new york university next summer to take some courses, more than likely in drama. that woul dbe really swell and i'd be able to go to agencies also. <3 i miss acting with other people so much, i haven't been able to act at hcc because of the whole fiasco that occured with the stupid director and the way he dislikes my father. ghey. bleh whatevvvvjfewaeklfaw.
i think the women management contest will be coming to a close at the end of this month, they said the contest was lasting for four months--i'm assuming that four month period equates to september, october, november and december and maybe they will announce the winners january or february. blehhh i realyl want to win that woul dbe so grand, lauren tells me not think about it, i guess i shouldn't , it really does stress me out. that's how badly i want it. i'm going to try to forget i entered and about the contest as a whole...so yeah...anyway. i took my last final this morning i'm so glad i'm done and the semester is ovver.fh esajkfh yay
ugh i had yet another crazy issue with a job, i got hired at this coffee house called port city java, and i started on friday morning. i worked friday morning and saturday afternoon. the manager was not training me at all, and he yelled at me if i stood for one second "there are tons of things to do in a restaurant, you should be sweeping" and i was like "uhh okay," i mean ...wtf. i kept asking him for this manual that contained a list of all the drinks that are offered at the store so i could begin learning ot make them...noone was telling me so i figured maybe i could teach myself. well he didn't give me the book. everyone was really cold and unfriendly too...customers and fellow employees alike. blah. it was really sad. when i was interviewed, the place seemed great, the customers seemed friendly, the employees, the manager the owner..heh boy was i wrong! :/ sunday evening when i arrived to work the manager gave me a slightly disturbed look. noone, as usual, told me what i as supposed to do so i grabbed a broom swept the entire floor where the tables are, organized the magazines and newspaers, and wiped down all the tables. i also took dirty dishes to the back to be washed. then i put stickers on all these cups that needed stickers. as i was doing this, the manager approached me. he told me he needed to let me go because the owner's wife when she came in saturday night saw me and didn't like me. WTF. i was really disturbed why wouldnt she like me? he said it was becaus ei had been standing aroudn when she was there and i was not working hard enough. that is ridiculous, if iw as standing i was standing waiting for someone to train me! peopel are really fucked up around here i'm getting sick of it. so i left. i suppose it was for the best because i was really unhappy in the two days iw orked there. i still have to call the place to fin dout when i will be getting my paycheck. hopefully i CAN get it, sinc ei was only working there for two days i never turned in my W4 papers. god i bet the owner's wife didn't like me because her husband, the owner kept checking me out. assholes. i wasn't being traine di can't like do everything people who hav ebeen working there for five months can do unless i'm taught what to do! fuck. ughhh. :/ i think i may get a job working at a makeup counter after i turn eighteen or get a job as a secretary. bleh.okie the end <3
lauren will be coming to see me soon, i'm so excited, but in an odd way kind of nervous too. we haven't seen each othe rin person for sooo long, i duno i'm shy i just feel like i may act weird around her at first, because of the fact that we haven't seen each other in person for so long. :x
i may be going to new york university next summer to take some courses, more than likely in drama. that woul dbe really swell and i'd be able to go to agencies also. <3 i miss acting with other people so much, i haven't been able to act at hcc because of the whole fiasco that occured with the stupid director and the way he dislikes my father. ghey. bleh whatevvvvjfewaeklfaw.
i think the women management contest will be coming to a close at the end of this month, they said the contest was lasting for four months--i'm assuming that four month period equates to september, october, november and december and maybe they will announce the winners january or february. blehhh i realyl want to win that woul dbe so grand, lauren tells me not think about it, i guess i shouldn't , it really does stress me out. that's how badly i want it. i'm going to try to forget i entered and about the contest as a whole...so yeah...anyway. i took my last final this morning i'm so glad i'm done and the semester is ovver.fh esajkfh yay
ugh i had yet another crazy issue with a job, i got hired at this coffee house called port city java, and i started on friday morning. i worked friday morning and saturday afternoon. the manager was not training me at all, and he yelled at me if i stood for one second "there are tons of things to do in a restaurant, you should be sweeping" and i was like "uhh okay," i mean ...wtf. i kept asking him for this manual that contained a list of all the drinks that are offered at the store so i could begin learning ot make them...noone was telling me so i figured maybe i could teach myself. well he didn't give me the book. everyone was really cold and unfriendly too...customers and fellow employees alike. blah. it was really sad. when i was interviewed, the place seemed great, the customers seemed friendly, the employees, the manager the owner..heh boy was i wrong! :/ sunday evening when i arrived to work the manager gave me a slightly disturbed look. noone, as usual, told me what i as supposed to do so i grabbed a broom swept the entire floor where the tables are, organized the magazines and newspaers, and wiped down all the tables. i also took dirty dishes to the back to be washed. then i put stickers on all these cups that needed stickers. as i was doing this, the manager approached me. he told me he needed to let me go because the owner's wife when she came in saturday night saw me and didn't like me. WTF. i was really disturbed why wouldnt she like me? he said it was becaus ei had been standing aroudn when she was there and i was not working hard enough. that is ridiculous, if iw as standing i was standing waiting for someone to train me! peopel are really fucked up around here i'm getting sick of it. so i left. i suppose it was for the best because i was really unhappy in the two days iw orked there. i still have to call the place to fin dout when i will be getting my paycheck. hopefully i CAN get it, sinc ei was only working there for two days i never turned in my W4 papers. god i bet the owner's wife didn't like me because her husband, the owner kept checking me out. assholes. i wasn't being traine di can't like do everything people who hav ebeen working there for five months can do unless i'm taught what to do! fuck. ughhh. :/ i think i may get a job working at a makeup counter after i turn eighteen or get a job as a secretary. bleh.okie the end <3