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I'm getting really upset that I don't have much left of break. It's just one of those things that seems like it will be long enough when it starts but it goes by too fast. And I have exams way too soon after we go back and I'm afraid more than I have been about exams in my life.
Last night was pretty stupid. There were a few parties I could have gone too, but one was a gay boy party and one was of people I didn't know. Decided to go down to forest park for a little bit. I was in a shitty mood because I had yelled at Devon before and said fuck you and hung up on her. She was really pissing me off. I told her there was no way I was going to get to her house by 6 so she called me at 6 bitching at me. Megan was possibly going to go and I haven't seen her since October so I was waiting around for her to call and still getting ready and shit. Megan couldn't go though. I guess she's still in trouble. I wish she'd get her shit together and stop fucking up. I miss her. A lot. So rachel got me and we went down there. It was a bitch finding Michelle and Devon. I was hungry. Lines for everything were long as hell, there was nothing to do, it was muddy, and everyone was in a bad mood for some reason. We stood in line for an hour for some fucking soda. I was dying of thirst though. Oh and total cool people count=2. It was sad.
At 11 DJ Kut was suppose to be doing something. Rachel wanted to see him for some reason. I'm glad we did, it was the funnest part of the entire night. When we got over to the place, they were just playing music and we were all dancing funny and doing dances that did not fit the music. Some boy who was maybe 15 kept watching us and I saw him watching us and it was hilarious. Once I looked at him and he had this huge smile on his face and when he saw me looking at him his face was straight instantly. I laughed. DJ Kut played all bad rap music. And of course Nelly. I felt extremely out of place but it was fun. The countdown was cool. I never had actually been somewhere where there was a countdown, I've only seen it on TV. And then the fireworks. We left and got back to Devon's at 1. We ate some veggie burgers and chips. Devon then decided it was movie time and I decided it was talk time so she got mad. I was in the funniest mood last night. I felt like I was in 6th grade again. I fell alseep sometime after 4 and had to leave today at 12:30. I came home and either layed around or slept the entire day. I've never been more tired in my life. I don't really have anything to do this weekend. Maybe something will come up. Sunday Rachel and I are suppose to be going shopping because she found some awesome vintage store. And I have an entire chapter of algebra I have to finish before Monday. Fuck, I hate school.
Last night was pretty stupid. There were a few parties I could have gone too, but one was a gay boy party and one was of people I didn't know. Decided to go down to forest park for a little bit. I was in a shitty mood because I had yelled at Devon before and said fuck you and hung up on her. She was really pissing me off. I told her there was no way I was going to get to her house by 6 so she called me at 6 bitching at me. Megan was possibly going to go and I haven't seen her since October so I was waiting around for her to call and still getting ready and shit. Megan couldn't go though. I guess she's still in trouble. I wish she'd get her shit together and stop fucking up. I miss her. A lot. So rachel got me and we went down there. It was a bitch finding Michelle and Devon. I was hungry. Lines for everything were long as hell, there was nothing to do, it was muddy, and everyone was in a bad mood for some reason. We stood in line for an hour for some fucking soda. I was dying of thirst though. Oh and total cool people count=2. It was sad.
At 11 DJ Kut was suppose to be doing something. Rachel wanted to see him for some reason. I'm glad we did, it was the funnest part of the entire night. When we got over to the place, they were just playing music and we were all dancing funny and doing dances that did not fit the music. Some boy who was maybe 15 kept watching us and I saw him watching us and it was hilarious. Once I looked at him and he had this huge smile on his face and when he saw me looking at him his face was straight instantly. I laughed. DJ Kut played all bad rap music. And of course Nelly. I felt extremely out of place but it was fun. The countdown was cool. I never had actually been somewhere where there was a countdown, I've only seen it on TV. And then the fireworks. We left and got back to Devon's at 1. We ate some veggie burgers and chips. Devon then decided it was movie time and I decided it was talk time so she got mad. I was in the funniest mood last night. I felt like I was in 6th grade again. I fell alseep sometime after 4 and had to leave today at 12:30. I came home and either layed around or slept the entire day. I've never been more tired in my life. I don't really have anything to do this weekend. Maybe something will come up. Sunday Rachel and I are suppose to be going shopping because she found some awesome vintage store. And I have an entire chapter of algebra I have to finish before Monday. Fuck, I hate school.