Jan 31, 2004 17:18
i cant be hurt anymore i told myself that i would never break up with greg agin because i missed him so much. so im going to give him the same amount of respect he would give me.im just leavin him...no sad goodbyes no long moribid notes or phone calls. im just leaving him. i need to be on my own. i dont want to be attached to anyone and most of all i dont want anyone to be attached to me. i need to figure myself out. and i cant do that if im crying over him or worryin about someone else feelings.
i hate this fucking feeling, i'm on four different depression medicines. i have insomnia i can't fucking sleep at night, and i have a boyfriend who is getting angry cuz i wont have sex with him... but i can't cuZ i need to stay that EmO girl that i am.
Fuckkkkkkkk