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Coffee never tasted so sweet. maybe because of the x amount of sugar i have added. i now this time next year Ill be in sunny california. attending FIDM (google it) no more wishing i was somewhere eles with someone eles because ill be by myself. Daniel offered that i could stay with him. But ill think ill splurge for lap of lux with the off campus housing they provide. I got 100 thousand dollar grant thanks to my grandmother. so that should cover it all. Today it rained i sat outside starbucks and cried. looking at the rain having it fall on my hair and into my eyes. I actually cried. i havent done that in a while. The medication must be working. the inside of my addias are getting wet. i hope that they dont smell. Tradd and I have been the best of friends which we have decided would be just fine for right now.
I saw daniel on the 18th i drove to carbondale IL. about an hour and half away. It rained that night too. BUT PICTURE THIS. he walks me to my car trenchal downpour we are all wet. Jon McLaughlin playing in my CD player (as i let my car warm up "Beautiful Disaster") time slowed down he grabbed both sides of my face. and kissed me. the most movie worthy sceen ive have ever expierenced. my heart was racing he pulled away and THIS IS THE QUENCHER "YOU ARE MY BEAUTIFUL DISASTER AND I LOVE IT" omg omgomgomgomgomg kill me now cuz ill go to heaven so happy.
nuff said im going to california. the pain medication for the arthritis in my knees make my stomach hurt. i take 1000 mg a day it sucks.
puke puke. but snny cali here i come.
I saw daniel on the 18th i drove to carbondale IL. about an hour and half away. It rained that night too. BUT PICTURE THIS. he walks me to my car trenchal downpour we are all wet. Jon McLaughlin playing in my CD player (as i let my car warm up "Beautiful Disaster") time slowed down he grabbed both sides of my face. and kissed me. the most movie worthy sceen ive have ever expierenced. my heart was racing he pulled away and THIS IS THE QUENCHER "YOU ARE MY BEAUTIFUL DISASTER AND I LOVE IT" omg omgomgomgomgomg kill me now cuz ill go to heaven so happy.
nuff said im going to california. the pain medication for the arthritis in my knees make my stomach hurt. i take 1000 mg a day it sucks.
puke puke. but snny cali here i come.