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i think things are getting better. i've decided to stay in school. i really really don't want to. i'm so sick of it. my whole high school has been nothing but a fuckin joke. i should be gradutating, but instead i have only 4 credits and you have to have 24 credits at my school to graduate. if i wouldn't have been so fucking stupid back when all that shit happened like 2 or 3 yrs ago i would be driving now and probably almost in college. but that's not the way shit happened, so i've got to live with the consequences. i need to find another job BAD! someone got robbed again as they were leaving the mall tuesday when they got off work, so now i get scared every night when i leave. i saw mike today though. that made me really happy. i haven't seen him in a while. i wish we had our crew back from last summer. it was the greatest!!! me, walter, mike, chris, andy, we were the coolest kids ever, well actually i was the only kid in that group. i hate how everything changes and you don't even know it. of course i'm noticing now how much shit has changed just in the past year. some for the good and alot for the bad. i'm still here though. i think i'm getting smarter now when it comes to making decisions. i'm not as dumb as i used to be. thank God. i need to stop hanging out with a certain someone, but that probably won't happen any time soon. i've gotta start busting my azz in school too. i'm sooo fucking lazy its not even funny. i don't ever do my school work and i don't get out of bed til 9:30 and i have to be in class by 10. i got out at 1 today and went to lane's and then like all over augusta. we ended up eating at subway and our sandwiches were so fucked up. lane and jesse both had hair in theirs and mine was like only mayonaise and bread. fuck that place. i had a really long night last night too. i worked til close AGAIN. it was rough. we had to move EVERYTHING in the whole fucking store. i hurt my back really bad too. then will and kevin picked me up and i hung out at omni with adam while they worked out. then we drove around forever and went to melvin's, then sholanda's car broke down and we had to jump her off at subway. then we came home and ate alot of food and played gamecube for a while and watched sixteen candles. i'm sick of typing now so i'm out.