hello dearests..

Dec 23, 2004 22:59

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anonymous December 24 2004, 11:25:32 UTC
i hate you for what you have become to me.
i hate you because you saw me at my weakest.
i want things to be exactly the way we were when we first met.
as much as i wish for that to happen, it won't.
you want nothing to do with me.
i think that's fucking bullshit.
how can you be in a serious relationship with someone you claim to love for a year and then forget about it as if she wasn't important to you?
when i called you that one day, weak, desperate, and depressed ... we were only broken up for 2 weeks and you bluntly stated "Ever since we broke up, I haven't thought about you." that was not what i wanted to hear.
when we had sex after we broke up, you made me feel like a whore.
fucking me then making me leave your house as soon as you got what you wanted.
i didn't even go over to fuck you.
i just wanted to see your new damn house.
now i hope it burns down with you in it.
i didn't feel the love you claimed to have for me at that point.
funny how you got over me so quickly.
i hate you for making me vulnerable.
i hate you for making me fall in love with you.
you're a fucking bastard and i hope you die alone.
no one will ever love you like i did.
i hope you realize what you lost.
you'll never have me back.
i'll admit i have my moments where i feel like i want to get back with you.
but my life has been so much better with you not in it.
i wanted to be your friend after we broke up, but obviously that's never going to happen.
i call you.
i text you.
i try every possible way to get a hold of you.
but you don't respond.
you don't care.
so fuck you.
i'm sick of being the one chasing you.
so i've given up.
admit that you were over me before we were over.
stop lying and admit it.
but don't feel guilty.
i've cheated on you.
i've given up too.

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xdirtysweetx December 24 2004, 21:59:24 UTC
i hope your life gets even better.

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