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fuck you mom. fuck you dad.
So i come home today and i have to watch my sister. WHAT A FUCKIN suprise. I politely remind my mom that i am her sister not her third parent, and just get annoying comments back about how im rude and shit.
Then she tells me to take her outside. I dont want to go outside. I after working all week, watching my sister all week, taking stupid ACT's and PSAE's for the last two days, doing a shit load of homework, having dance class, and going out like 2ce. IM FUCKIN TIRED. All i want to do is spend my friday nights like I'm used to them. Home. Alone.
So my mom starts being nice. Tells me she's going to make me my favorite salad. I'm all excited. They ask me if I'm eating with them. I say no. Cuz i dont want to eat at the moment. I come out like 20 min later. My salad is sitting there on the counter not finished and theyre eating.. im like ok? Shes like well it needs mayo and its downstairs, so you can go get it. excuse me. your making me salad, and i have to finish it cuz your too lazy to fuckin go down a flight of stairs? fuck you.
I grumble things under my breath about this, i get yelled at, and i get my dad faking a princess voice bitching about how im selfish.
On my fuckin birthday when i came home and called my mom to ask her about something, the first thing she says to me is 'did u clean your room?' I go no, i havnt had time, she goes ok if you want to go out tonight, you have to clean your room and do this this and this. But mom its my birthday! ... So? On my fucking birthday they wont even leave me alone.
I hate you both so fuckin much. I hope this is just your way of making it easier, cuz I know you know I'm not kidding when I say that as soon as I leave this house I'm NEVER coming back.
Gawd. I was so fuckin excited about tmrw. Now i dont even want to go. I wanna cut myself and make the tears stop. I have to clean my room now or i dont get a fuckin tmrw.
Effin a. I just want to punch something really hard.
maybe i'll smoke a little. that should calm me down.