Life.
So, I haven't really been on this site in a long time; I almost forgot my password.
In case I haven't talked to you in awhile I will be leaving for USMC bootcamp on January 7th.
Up until the end of this week everything was going very good. I was happy with pretty much everything going on. I thought everything was going well. For those who truly know me, they know my attitude. I've let it overcome me lately and it really bothers me. As much as I try to not let jealousy consume me, it always does.
Today I just slept. I felt absolutely terrible with my relationship situation. I really hope everything does a complete 180. It's wishful thinking with only two weeks of time left. I've never had feelings so strong for someone and lived in so much fear at the same time. If things are meant to work out, we'll find a way. I honestly just hope that things haven't gotten to the point of no resolve.
In case I haven't talked to you in awhile I will be leaving for USMC bootcamp on January 7th.
Up until the end of this week everything was going very good. I was happy with pretty much everything going on. I thought everything was going well. For those who truly know me, they know my attitude. I've let it overcome me lately and it really bothers me. As much as I try to not let jealousy consume me, it always does.
Today I just slept. I felt absolutely terrible with my relationship situation. I really hope everything does a complete 180. It's wishful thinking with only two weeks of time left. I've never had feelings so strong for someone and lived in so much fear at the same time. If things are meant to work out, we'll find a way. I honestly just hope that things haven't gotten to the point of no resolve.