Update number two.
I figured out when my period was. The last day was the eighth. Which means it's only been a little under three weeks. Thus, I have to wait until at least Saturday/Sunday for any test to be accurate, but closer to probably Monday/Tuesday. I just called my mom and asked for the number to my gyno and I'm going to schedule an appointment to get tested for next week. Woo hoo.
I think I'm in a state of denial. I just keep repeating over and over "I'm probably just sick." I think it's starting to drive Sam a little crazy. He's completely convinced I'm preggers. He'd probably die of shock if we find out I'm not pregnant.
But okay. Something that's been bothering me. There are about five or six people who are really pressuring me into doing what they think is right. It's about half and half; half are shoving abortion down my throat, the other half is begging me to keep the baby. As some of you are reading this, let me remind you that it is my choice and my choice only as the mother to decide what's best for this maybebaby. I appreciate your thoughts and concerns but I've heard you all out, and I'd appreciate it if you give me some time to process everything. I might not even be pregnant, but either way, I don't need this stress.
I've talked about this with Kiah, so please, know that this isn't directed to you. I love talking to you and I want to thank you for everything you've done for me in the past few days. I will be calling you sooooooon♥.
I think I'm in a state of denial. I just keep repeating over and over "I'm probably just sick." I think it's starting to drive Sam a little crazy. He's completely convinced I'm preggers. He'd probably die of shock if we find out I'm not pregnant.
But okay. Something that's been bothering me. There are about five or six people who are really pressuring me into doing what they think is right. It's about half and half; half are shoving abortion down my throat, the other half is begging me to keep the baby. As some of you are reading this, let me remind you that it is my choice and my choice only as the mother to decide what's best for this maybebaby. I appreciate your thoughts and concerns but I've heard you all out, and I'd appreciate it if you give me some time to process everything. I might not even be pregnant, but either way, I don't need this stress.
I've talked about this with Kiah, so please, know that this isn't directed to you. I love talking to you and I want to thank you for everything you've done for me in the past few days. I will be calling you sooooooon♥.