lost in my own thoughts
this year is definitly going by too fast because im already making summer plans. zacks mom called today from ohio so hopefully we will be going to virginia with them for a week or so..that will be fun. and im just signed up for a volleyball camp (UPENN) and i think im signing up for a field hockey camp. but im so confused because i dont know what fall sport i should play. i really want to do volleyball and all but swertfager pretty much has a team i guess because she pulled people up to play for sectionals last season and i wasnt one of them. and four seniors left and she took over 4 sophmores/freshman to play sectionals..so she has more people than she needs for a team as of now. so idk if theres a space for me on the team or not. and with field hockey..mrs blair really wants me to play and i kind of want to play too, its just ive been playing vb since 7th grade and it doesnt feel right to just give it up. i really dont want to, but i might have to. and i really dont think i can deal with mrs. swertfager if i did play volleyball because of the person she is. sure she is a good coach and knows how to win, but shes just so incrediably mean and rude at times. ugh. and if i dont play volleyball does that mean that i would have to do field hockey for senior year too?