oh dear!

[xdigitalbeautyx]

wowwwwww
its been forever since ive written in this thing,
so whats been happening?!
well ive finally started to transition (a more permanant one this time) into creating a better life for myself
im exercising, im slowly giving up smoking, ive kicked the crack pipe and the only thing i really enjoy now is the occasional joint which i find a shitload more pleasant than a bag of smoke that leaves me itchy and shitty for a week
im kinda trying to distance myself from a lot of people aswell, hoping that soon i can find myself new friends with better interests than popping pills and smoking meth all day, looking forward to school seeing as im not longer so stressed, i havent had a panic attack for ages, i dont feel depressed, im not so anxious and i feel like this time i can take on school without having a doctor tell me otherwise
so the goal is this
school. a second job. health and fitness and eventually save enough to go overseas for volunteer work
perfectly acheivable
anyway im fucking off becauseeeeeeeeeee i kinda dont feel like sitting here
soooo
hope youre all doing great :)
oxox