Nov 23, 2007 12:37
its only just after midday and im sitting here with... a rather strong alcoholic beverage
how bad would it be if i just got pissed in the arvo and then went to work?
im not happy today
i dont evn want to go to stupid work
i want to go out
and go out i bloody will
me and markymarkus ule are going out for a beer and a yarn after work because i havent seen the fucking bastard for yearrrsssssssss
oh man
i miss him and alex and duanne and little delwin habibi and corby and amychu and deejzapeanutta
i miss being our little group
where wed pretend we were au pairs from america to get into the rise and paramount
where we'd all cramp into markus's bubblegum car
AND MAKING MASSAGE TRAINS AT HEAT
fuckkkkk its been so long
so much shit has changggedddd
i got my mouth inflated, it looked so hot yesterday cos it was swollen but now i dunno.... i want it BIGGER
that was my gift to myself because ive been a stressed motherfucker all stupid year
i think this year
was really... weird
weird and difficult
i wonder who has weed, a cone would... do me rather well
my dad wants me to clean my room
i want...
a cone, then a pippabucket then just a plain pip and then i want to play pictionary and then uno and then i want to have a game of chess with adelleeehhhhhhhhh and then ill have a game with his big bro allliiiiiiii and then well all talk religion and politics, adel will try and decypher my art, ill be lost in space
actually i might give someone a telephone call, get some lobbers, get a halfy and get fucked up tonight, despite knowing that im going to seriously regret it in the morning, my mum will kill me, my dad wont say anything and darko will give me evils, right now, right now i want to forget, i want to not deal with this shit, not today, not ever, but after being completely cut from the loop only to go through last night, fuck that.
it might be the end
but tonight
i just want to go back to the way things were
where i was too fucked to give a shittttttt
i think
im going
to
drag
markus to the rise tonight
im going to
attempt dancing like a little RAVVVVAAAAAARRRRRRRRR
haha
yeah
boi
thats right
okay
im going to go
and
make
some
phonecalls
p-.s. HAPPY TURKEY DAY TO ALL MY AMERICAN FRIENDZ!