Jul 18, 2004 14:30
Don't you even realize?
Your killing me.
Look in my eyes.
I'm dying.
At night i lie awake.
Wondering if i should let go.
Wondering if i should stay for everyone's sake.
I think what would happen,
if i scratch that blade across my wrist
I think of the blood, as i put my hands in fists.
Only few know of this obsession,
disease, disorder and depression.
You'd think i would be smart,
and block it out and listen to my heart.
but i cant.. its not that easy... get over him you think right? well thats not how it is.. with all my heart i wish i could...
<3 Catherine*