Never forget
I hate him. My god he betrayed me! And the thing is no matter how much i tell people how i feel, my feelings never touch them like they touch me. He used me like all those other girls, and the stupid thing is, i knew the way he was, and i still fell for it. He was everything I told myself to stay away from, I couldn't even follow my own advice. I'm scared, I'm scared that I won't be able to feel for other people the way I felt for him, it's not fair. It still stunns me when i think about all the shit he did to me, and i just can't believe people like that sleep at night. How in the hell can you call yourself a human-being knowing that you've hurt someone sooo bad. My heart beats slower and my eyes drown in tears, and the funny thing is, i miss him. And he knows I do, he knows that if he were to call me i would go back in a second. He was such a sweet talker, the way that boy made me feel. Wow i felt good when i was with him, i still get butterflies when I think about it. Then my butterflies turns to a cringe, i hope that whenever I think of him this feeling never goes away. I'd rather feel sick for the rest of my life then deal with his lies, and deal with the hurting he put me through. But I'm not gonna lie, I am kinda glad he did what he did, it made me closer to my friends, and gave us some good laughs, but I'll never forget him. I'll never forget what he did and what he said, I'll never forget the summer.....