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Do you have any idea how much I hate everything? I just really don't want to be alive right now... I want to be alive a year from now. I can't fucking deal with any of this. I want a job, I want a girlfriend, I want my sister and John to stop hating me, I want my dad to not be a spoiled brat who shits himself every time I won't get out of his god damned chair, I want to stop being such a fucking fatass, I want to stop not understanding everything, I want a new computer, I want off this fucking ride