but let them sleepe, lord and me mourne a space
had a really weird dream last night. i cant fully remember all of it but i did when i first woke up. i went to bed early because i didnt want to get sick for the show today or ever and i actually slept good. it was the first time i dreamed in a while.
we were in sectional on friday but it was full ensemble like with drummers and pitters and everyone. we stayed really late and didnt get out until a little bit before 7. so in the rush to leave, i left my case on the stairs and went back to get it and then waited outside for someone. but there were too many people and he didnt show up. then it was the community center. like the band room was connected to where the guys shave their heads and we came out that door towards the locker rooms instead of where the instrument storage room would be. and it was kind of a swim/band combo dream. we had to wait in line for the showers because there were old people in the locker room. but it was the greely locker room with band lockers in it. i didnt feel like waiting so i went to my locker but someone had put their lock on it along with mine. so i flipped out but apparently it had been annie so it was ok and she openned my locker so i put my stuff away. when i got out of the shower and changed ben and rachel were sitting on the bench next to the lockers and rachel gave me this sad look and was like 'i didnt know how to tell you, bens going to tell you' and ben said i was being really mean and rachel said she was really upset with me and i kept saying 'but i was kidding! im not like that! you know im not like that' and by then everyone had left and i walked out alone and i still couldnt find isaac..
we were in sectional on friday but it was full ensemble like with drummers and pitters and everyone. we stayed really late and didnt get out until a little bit before 7. so in the rush to leave, i left my case on the stairs and went back to get it and then waited outside for someone. but there were too many people and he didnt show up. then it was the community center. like the band room was connected to where the guys shave their heads and we came out that door towards the locker rooms instead of where the instrument storage room would be. and it was kind of a swim/band combo dream. we had to wait in line for the showers because there were old people in the locker room. but it was the greely locker room with band lockers in it. i didnt feel like waiting so i went to my locker but someone had put their lock on it along with mine. so i flipped out but apparently it had been annie so it was ok and she openned my locker so i put my stuff away. when i got out of the shower and changed ben and rachel were sitting on the bench next to the lockers and rachel gave me this sad look and was like 'i didnt know how to tell you, bens going to tell you' and ben said i was being really mean and rachel said she was really upset with me and i kept saying 'but i was kidding! im not like that! you know im not like that' and by then everyone had left and i walked out alone and i still couldnt find isaac..