Just when you think it couldnt get worse...it doesn't
About an hour ago I was leaving my evening class in the A&S building when I turn the corner to walk towards OC and I pass my herion addicted ex-boyfriend and his girlfriend (who might I add is currently carrying his child). At sight of them 2 things popped into my head. The first was damn he has gained alot of weight (about 70 pounds). and the second thing was god this girl looks like a chipmunk and im sooo glad im not in her position carrying his kid. Being the sweetheart that I am, I smiled at them as I passed while thinking these aweful things.
I immediatley called my mom, and over this event we shared a glorius laugh or two. hehe
I have come to realize I am missing the company of someone else though. After being with someone for two years then jumping to nothing is slightly difficult. Although I have dated a couple people after this guy nothing compares to having the constant companionship of someone else. Granted I can not bare a serious relationship right now combined with school and work, but I look forward to the day when I can sit down and watch a movie while cuddling with some special guy. Before the weather become too cold I want to picnic in a park or by some river and have a mind blowing conversation about something relativley important while snacking on good food and the ocasional unexpected kiss. mmm I dont think thats too demanding. And the fact that I dont freak out about most things is pretty appealing in some way. I feel like smothering myself in love right now. Any takers? <333333333
I immediatley called my mom, and over this event we shared a glorius laugh or two. hehe
I have come to realize I am missing the company of someone else though. After being with someone for two years then jumping to nothing is slightly difficult. Although I have dated a couple people after this guy nothing compares to having the constant companionship of someone else. Granted I can not bare a serious relationship right now combined with school and work, but I look forward to the day when I can sit down and watch a movie while cuddling with some special guy. Before the weather become too cold I want to picnic in a park or by some river and have a mind blowing conversation about something relativley important while snacking on good food and the ocasional unexpected kiss. mmm I dont think thats too demanding. And the fact that I dont freak out about most things is pretty appealing in some way. I feel like smothering myself in love right now. Any takers? <333333333