thoughts for food...Ooo Food for though haha
I have come to the conclusion that it is in my best interest to continue watching from a distance in order to keep my standings in this mess I am in. If I am ever to solve this or maybe even get this thing right I will be one happy girl. I guess you can say I am a hopeless case on indifference right now which I dont seem to understand. I have never had a problem with speaking my ming and telling people how I felt haha which remind me of the time in elementary school when I told the teacher she worked for me because my mom paid tax dollars. It sounded like a good idea at the time I guess.
mmm I feel witty right now. Like a cat ready to pounce on an unsuspecting ball of yarn. mmm haha a funny little memory clip of that scene just played in my head and it was cute. I guess you had to be there.
But what is someone to do when they aren't witty anymore and the very thought or speaking about soemthing makes them nervous and clam up. GAHH me clam up? Me not speak? That seems like bullshit but its the honest truth. I figure no one is reading this anyways so I can tell myself right? but what if someone does read this, then they will know my secret. What if its about a boy or a secret confession of undying hate! haha just kidding.
I am begining to realize how much I miss my dad. He so far away. I need to cuddle. Bad. But no one to cuddle with. hmmmm arts and crafts time!
any ideas for a new shirt? (haha I laugh at myself because I posed a question like someone is actually going to answer it. HAH!)
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mmm I feel witty right now. Like a cat ready to pounce on an unsuspecting ball of yarn. mmm haha a funny little memory clip of that scene just played in my head and it was cute. I guess you had to be there.
But what is someone to do when they aren't witty anymore and the very thought or speaking about soemthing makes them nervous and clam up. GAHH me clam up? Me not speak? That seems like bullshit but its the honest truth. I figure no one is reading this anyways so I can tell myself right? but what if someone does read this, then they will know my secret. What if its about a boy or a secret confession of undying hate! haha just kidding.
I am begining to realize how much I miss my dad. He so far away. I need to cuddle. Bad. But no one to cuddle with. hmmmm arts and crafts time!
any ideas for a new shirt? (haha I laugh at myself because I posed a question like someone is actually going to answer it. HAH!)
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