He's Mister Local Celebrity... Addicted To Move A Key... Most Hated By Enemies... Escapin In Luxury
I got a plan... It's crazy... Trust me guys you haven't seen shit this crazy ever... Hahaha... Trust me... It's insane... So sit back... And relax...
Warning: Confessional entry... If you don't give a shit about me... I'd suggest not reading any further... Oh and as always...
Note:If you feel offended by gratuitous use of profanity... Please do not read any further...
Speech Time...
And I watched a change in me... I didn't know what was going on at all... But I watched a change... I took a few spills and falls... And then finally realized that I had been pulled off my cloud... And I felt like I had no intelligence of myself... Or what I wanted... And still I watched a change... Then you told me I changed... That I started to care about what other people thought... But you don't even know me anymore... And it's because of you that I had to watch this change... And I bet it makes you feel alive... But I don't really know how to make myself feel that way... So I wonder if I'm just laying in my demise with a longing for a relationship... Because of this change I witnessed... And then sometimes I feel like I am my only real friend... Like no one understands why I continue on with myself... A million thoughts of suicide... And faces of death cloud my mind at every waking moment of my life... So it helps me understand why as lonely as I am... I just sit with my shadow as my only partner... It's a difficult thing to comprehend when you are forced to choose loneliness as your means of coping... But why...
It's the end... I'm dreaming... And can't wake up... And all my wars are going on in my mind... I'm fighting my only friend... And losing to myself... So I figure I am just letting go... I'll be leaving most painful memories behind... And that will prove that I lost myself... Demons in my head are slowly corrupting my innocence... But I struggle for my pride and sanity... And I know I can't do it alone... I recall memories... And here I stand before you... So glad to see you're well... Not to pull your pride down... But I am just more than a little curious how you're planning to about making your amends... And you stand there still... You said I was childish... Your petty comebacks don't hurt me anymore... I don't have a partner... I don't feel real... And I'll act accordingly...
Soon enough it'll be a feigned memory... And I'll wake up screaming... With doubt in my head... But I will be a changed man... With my head strong... And a will to live... Nightmares are my every moment... And a dream come true is me awaking from them... I need my space...
Ok... Enough rambling... And whining... Hahaha...
Entry Time...
Damn guys I haven't done thing in a long time... I'm like soooo weirded out by a lot of shit... Kinda like it's the holidays... And how the year passed so fuckin fast... How my relationship ended... I haven't really had the mind to remember things... It's been more like forget forget forget... So here is some fun stuff... Haha...
That's just random me being a camera whore...
I rolled like 79855894 blunts this weekend... I have pictures to prove it... I'll post um and shit later...
I wanna see a lot of people... I miss everyone...
Just you know what to do... I'm out this bitch... I got plans for world domination... Hahaha...
Edit: Happy Birthday Grace... I wish you well... And hope all your dreams come true... With or without me...
Yellin out sets at foreign places...
Tha Balcony Bitch!
We gangstas til we check out this bitch...
<3 Bobby
Warning: Confessional entry... If you don't give a shit about me... I'd suggest not reading any further... Oh and as always...
Note:If you feel offended by gratuitous use of profanity... Please do not read any further...
Speech Time...
And I watched a change in me... I didn't know what was going on at all... But I watched a change... I took a few spills and falls... And then finally realized that I had been pulled off my cloud... And I felt like I had no intelligence of myself... Or what I wanted... And still I watched a change... Then you told me I changed... That I started to care about what other people thought... But you don't even know me anymore... And it's because of you that I had to watch this change... And I bet it makes you feel alive... But I don't really know how to make myself feel that way... So I wonder if I'm just laying in my demise with a longing for a relationship... Because of this change I witnessed... And then sometimes I feel like I am my only real friend... Like no one understands why I continue on with myself... A million thoughts of suicide... And faces of death cloud my mind at every waking moment of my life... So it helps me understand why as lonely as I am... I just sit with my shadow as my only partner... It's a difficult thing to comprehend when you are forced to choose loneliness as your means of coping... But why...
It's the end... I'm dreaming... And can't wake up... And all my wars are going on in my mind... I'm fighting my only friend... And losing to myself... So I figure I am just letting go... I'll be leaving most painful memories behind... And that will prove that I lost myself... Demons in my head are slowly corrupting my innocence... But I struggle for my pride and sanity... And I know I can't do it alone... I recall memories... And here I stand before you... So glad to see you're well... Not to pull your pride down... But I am just more than a little curious how you're planning to about making your amends... And you stand there still... You said I was childish... Your petty comebacks don't hurt me anymore... I don't have a partner... I don't feel real... And I'll act accordingly...
Soon enough it'll be a feigned memory... And I'll wake up screaming... With doubt in my head... But I will be a changed man... With my head strong... And a will to live... Nightmares are my every moment... And a dream come true is me awaking from them... I need my space...
Ok... Enough rambling... And whining... Hahaha...
Entry Time...
Damn guys I haven't done thing in a long time... I'm like soooo weirded out by a lot of shit... Kinda like it's the holidays... And how the year passed so fuckin fast... How my relationship ended... I haven't really had the mind to remember things... It's been more like forget forget forget... So here is some fun stuff... Haha...
That's just random me being a camera whore...
I rolled like 79855894 blunts this weekend... I have pictures to prove it... I'll post um and shit later...
I wanna see a lot of people... I miss everyone...
- Kelly
- Ashley
- Naomi
- Veronica
- Eden
- Grace
- All my old high school friends...
Just you know what to do... I'm out this bitch... I got plans for world domination... Hahaha...
Edit: Happy Birthday Grace... I wish you well... And hope all your dreams come true... With or without me...
Yellin out sets at foreign places...
Tha Balcony Bitch!
We gangstas til we check out this bitch...
<3 Bobby