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HATE
is one emotion i feel rite now...
my mom called me a lil whore, and said i was nothing but a fat ugly fucking whore...and that ill never get anywhere but sittin in a trailer with 3 kids with no father, and she said im the ugliest, most horrible person she knows...
then she grabbed my BRAND NEW FUCKING FONE and throws it in the middle of the street, now its in a million pieces...along with my SELF ESTEEM...i hate her, and i hate my life...my friends are the only good things about my life...
school is heaven compared to home...
she ruins me slowly
no one knows...
i keep holding back...
bottlin everything inside...
i cant keep holdin it all in
i love him
me
is one emotion i feel rite now...
my mom called me a lil whore, and said i was nothing but a fat ugly fucking whore...and that ill never get anywhere but sittin in a trailer with 3 kids with no father, and she said im the ugliest, most horrible person she knows...
then she grabbed my BRAND NEW FUCKING FONE and throws it in the middle of the street, now its in a million pieces...along with my SELF ESTEEM...i hate her, and i hate my life...my friends are the only good things about my life...
school is heaven compared to home...
she ruins me slowly
no one knows...
i keep holding back...
bottlin everything inside...
i cant keep holdin it all in
i love him
me